October 2010
engure, here i come!!
see you on sunday (:
i'm baking muffins today for my boyfriend and his...
i really hope i won’t fail
i just added a few b&w photos to my wall
it looks so much better now (:
i just saw the holiday
and it was the first time i saw it
i didn’t believe it was so good, but.. it really was
i’m in love with it, right now i could watch it again and again
must. have. dvd
we're baking muffins today.. my mouth is watering...
and i’ve also ordered simple 10x15 prints of my best photos from summer that i’ll pick up in the evening
and then it will be time for artūrs (:
tomorrow - baking muffins at my friend's house! (:
i’m taking my camera with me, so i expect to have lots of yummy muffin photos afterwards
things are slowly getting better
or back how they used to be
and that’s good
i just went through 50 pages of FML
what can i say? fml
i wish i could make everything okay right here...
i don't like days when i'm feeling like this
actually, i hate them
if there were time machines
i would use one right now
perfect start for a perfect week
it’s almost 2pm and i’m already home with beautiful photos from my photoshoot (: it really feels like this will be a great week. even the weather today did everything it could to please us - it rained while we were shooting inside and didn’t when we were doing it outside (: i’m happy
and although i don’t think of myself as a great photographer, my models were so...
i have a photoshoot tomorrow!
i just hope the weather forecast is very, very wrong, because i don’t need any rain
i had a wonderful, wonderful weekend
it felt so good to wake up next to the person i’d love to wake up next to each morning
i wish each day was like this
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i’m smiling just from the thought of seeing artūrs almost every day until november. life is beautiful (:
now i’ll go and search flickr for beautiful photos and inspiration
i can't stop playing bloons tower defense 4 →
sometimes i really wish i was 18
sometimes i don’t care if i’m 17, 18 or 16
today is the day when i’d love to be 18
just 5 months left.. i should enjoy my last months as a 17-year-old
school is over until november! i'm so so so happy...
it snowed today! so excited
i don’t want to go to school tomorrow
so much to do, i’m so tired, i’d love to just sleep and sleep..
but it’s the last day before holidays.. i must go
no photowalk for today. it’s amazing i’m even posting anything here because i’ve got so much to do for school i should be doing it right now. ugh, i have already told that i hate the last week of school before holiday, haven’t i? well, i’ll say that again
we were told today that we will start to analyze another play tomorrow.. one that we haven’t even read....
i’m so tired and i still have to learn to speak my project in russian by heart. i really, really don’t like it, i feel like my memory has left me today.
and it’s amazing how much my mood can change if there is or isn’t an athletics practice. for example, today was.. and i’m not feeling great. but i was feeling really great yesterday and the day before.. go figure
i...
this week will kill me. so much to do at school! projects, tests, laboratory works and regular homework.. ugh, i really don’t like the last week before holiday. at least now i know i’ll definitely love next monday - complete freedom! and lots of time to see artūrs, i just hope he won’t be too busy with uni!
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my love turned 20 today
i feel so young compared to him! it is nice to be young, but.. i wish i was 18. then i could get my driver’s license and do lots of things legally. only 5 more months!
wow, about 30 seconds after i wrote the last post i found what i was looking for
must be some special powers, lol
how i hate it when i’ve put something away so good i can’t find it anymore. especially when i need to find that something. now
i just finished going through uploads from my contacts! hooray for me!
and now it’s time to visit artūrs (:
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i have 24 pages of contact uploads to go through
actually i’m pretty excited! can’t wait to see what all my contacts have photographed during all these days when i was too busy to even take a quick look
so let’s put on some inspirational music and dive in!
i need some rest and i need to have something beautiful to look at
flickr, here i finally come!
we’re ordering pizza for dinner.. yum!!
no wonder i’m still having an headache, i just read the play for literature and now i’m trying to finish my english home reading homework, i’m 33.3% done! and then there are still a lot of things left to do, ugh..
i need coffee
at least artūrs persuaded me to visit him in the evening.. can’t wait!
i want to spend time on flickr, but i’m not sure i’ll get to...
it always makes me laugh when i read questions about dSLRs from people who clearly don’t need a dSLR, an advanced p&s would be enough for them..
my favorite question i read today - how can i make my dslr show everything i’m photographing on the lcd not in that stupid viewfinder?
and when the answer was that he can’t do it with his camera, he replied “ugh, every normal...
i woke up with a headache and found out that i have a lot more homework than i thought.. for example, i have to read a play for tomorrow and do other stuff. at least it’s still morning
but yeah.. fml
Watch
i just finished editing photos for school! that’s really good news
but i’m so tired! i think it’s best to go to sleep and then wake up early tomorrow so there will be enough time to do everything i want and need to do.
goodnight!
ugh. no flickr today. i didn’t finish the present. and i didn’t even touch my homework. i’m getting photos done for school, but it’s already past midnight, so technically it’s sunday
that just means i will have to do it all tomorrow.. no, today, it’s sunday already
i just had an extremely hot bath. it took all my strength - i almost couldn’t get out of it, but i guess it was worth it - i don’t feel any pain in my legs anymore. maybe i don’t feel my legs anymore?
i just got home from that practice. it was hard. and we played basketball. i hate basketball. my legs hurt so much i’d love to sit down in front of the computer and just do everything i have to do - finish my present to artūrs, do my homework and get back into action on flickr.
but guess what?
we are having guests tonight. after about an hour they will be here. why!? i’d love to have...
i need to stop being so lazy and start posting to flickr again
i have some new photos, i just can’t get myself to post and.. get through all those pages of contact uploads. ugh, that will take some time, but i’ll do this today. and tomorrow. i will!
i already hate athletics practices on saturdays. ugh, i guess this will be my first one and also my last one i will go to. i really don’t see any good reason for doing something i don’t like, especially if it is on saturdays or sundays.
maybe i’ll stop feeling so bad when i’ll stop doing things that i don’t like and that don’t make me feel good and start doing...
i can’t decide if i want to order a nikon lens thermos cup (with zoom!) or not. no, i know i want it, but i’m not sure i’m willing to pay almost $40 w/ shipping for it.
i’m quite sure i will order it. sooner or later
today was good.. and bad. just like this whole week - there are good moments and bad moments, but i feel like i’m having more of these bad moments because usually those are evenings and then i go to sleep with bad thoughts and so on..
i just really, really wish i would get over this and just.. enjoy life. think less. appreciate what i have and spend as much time as i can with that one...
Watchgirl riders.. what can be better?
i’m tired, but today was great. i finally got out of the city and wandered in an abandoned factory with artūrs and two friends. it was fun and i also took some photos! life seemed much, much better after it (:
but i’m still confused with what to do with sport. i feel like i don’t know anything anymore, i don’t know what i want to do and.. i just don’t know. i wish...
